after three days holidays. come back this new company . my feelings so complex,the aims ,the empty , the heart and the brain are inconformity . get up early , take the bus ,through the street. waiting for the new beginning . yesterday , meetng a new one . no more words , no feelings .stay in the coffee shops,stare at light, so complex in my heart and brain . everything , I am smile . the life ,the people . this time , the raining , the sky is darkness , the life is also , I think . where can i go . where is my road , where is other one , . I am lonely maybe .